Can you be happy even if youre single? Well before, I am.. I used to think before that its okay even if I dont have any man in my life..I got some close friends that just cried just because of their boyfriend made them cry and just hurt them, mayeb thats the reason why i just chose not to be in a relationship.. I saw what guy did to some of my friends..

They said in loving, getting hurt is really part of it..they told me not to be scared to get hurt..But sorry i am not that brave liek them..I think I cant handle it if the one i love the most will just hurt me..How about you? Are you barve enough to to face that?

I will not tell you in detailed what happened to me after my friends convinced me to love a guy..And as what im expecting, I just got hurt..

It took me many years before i totally moved on..Its been very hard for me facing that situation, he's my first love...but then again I think he just used me..

I dont know if i can say that I totally moved on, cos everytime im remembering what happened on us before , all Im feeling is anger...

The reason why Im here on this datign sites? actually i dont know really the reason..

I love to dream beautiful things that i wanna happen in my life, like finding the right man that can make me happy in the simplest thing he can..I told my myself, its better to dream while your eyes closed than to dream while their open..So in case you got hurt or you fall on your dream, when you open your eyes , all the pain you felt will be leaving behind..

I can only say that im only being happy in my dreams but in my real life when my eyes open...i am so lonely being alone..Im trying my self to be busy so i wont feel that sadness..But everytime its bedtime..ohh i cant help to be sad..wishing theres someone beside me, hugging me , kissing me, and letting me feel that im special too...

For all my whole life, i'd never dream to be the famous one, to be the richest person , to be the prettiest one..all what ive wanted is to be happy and to be loved by the person i love too...Is that too much to ask?

I know im not that too old to lose hope for the love im searching...but for almost half of my life, all i felt is sadness, loneliness, and pain,,maybe thats the reason why im really craving for love..for real love..that can make me happy...

All i want is to be happy...how about you?